Monday, March 6

parada ng mga manang

(written sometime during the weekend)

today i honestly got scared id end up an old maid, and live with other old maid friends.

i know i usually joke about being single, or complain about it, but deep inside i was still okay with it. but today, as a friend left with her boyfriend, and some others with their respective husbands, i felt real fear. it was as if i was given a sneak preview of how it feels to be past thirty and single (still). but im not giving up. i will brush this aside and go on keeping myself busy.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

gee... It's either I'm manhid or you're too young to be worrying about that. :) Cheer up! Dapat ako muna mag-worry about this before ikaw! :)

Anonymous said...

i can really relate well to what you are going through ;-) - 10 yrs ago when i hit 30 - i felt so "scared" 'coz my contemporary were all talking about the best diaper in the market, scheduling play gym for their kids, talking about best educational plan, etc. worse was when i went out partying with another friend who is in similar situation - some of the guys we met at the club started to refer to us as "ate!!". payong tita - there's nothing wrong with meeting new friends thru "reto ni tita, kuya, barkada, etc". explore all potential possibilities - you will never know what the future holds for you if you don't explore it. did you ever received the email i sent you at all with my son's pic? just want a confirmation and i will not "bother" you anymore ;-) take care - JUST ANOTHER TITA

sixthfiddler said...

i will marry you. don't worry. :)

i mishooo pwet.

angel said...

MEL:
weeeeell... its not always first in first out di ba? mas buhay naman ang lovelife mo sa akin... *wink, wink* (o wag ka kokontra.. just my opinion)

JUST ANOTHER TITA:
i think every girl has these 'fear attacks' every so often.. they become more real with age lang. haha. on your email, i dont think i got it...

MIC:
thanks love! dont worry, ill spruce up on the domestic chores you dont like to do.. you can even ask mike to move in with us. hahaha. ill see you soon, ok?! stop hiding from me.

Anonymous said...

i took a chance and send you an email at gel_28@yahoo.com maybe a month ago?? never got a reply so i thought maybe you "snubbed" my proposal to introduce you to my two sons - actually stepsons but they are just like my real sons. i can vouch that they are such nice kids. they love to have fun but very responsible and hardworking. great sense of humor too plus of course, good-looking ;-) .... i'll resend the email to you if you provide me an email address... if it doesn't develop into anything serious i'm sure you'd love them as friends! and angel - they don't know i am doing this! but i'm sure they'll appreciate and thank me later on for introducing them to nice people like you.

Anonymous said...

What love life?!?!? hellooooooow?!?! Baka ibang mel ang iniisip mo. Si Mel Garsha po itow... also known as Pining at Merly....

angel said...

yes.. im talking about YOU! hahaha.