its been while since my last post... this was the case for several reasons... i coudnt find order in this litle noggin of mine to write a decent entry (im even STILL writing the one about my beloved mic mike and karlo.. aka fab 4)... i know i could easily write the nonesense stuff that have been perculating in my head but i opted not to kasi ayaw kong maka-sakit ng tao, baka may masabi ako i-regret ko, plus more people will think im freaky... tama nang isa (ouch!).
so my re-emergence (shit do i have any sense of grammar?!) should be taken as a good sign that i am en route to recovery...slowly but surely, they say. one day at a time, one thought at a time.
id like to thank my pro-bono shrink pau for bearing with my crap and understanding my insanity... THANK YOU TALAGA! when you told me you dont think my reaction to thing were too insane, i KNEW i need not doubt things will be okay eventually. hahaha. drama. enough na!
so today is day one... no emotional episodes today. all self contained. improvement. haha. must be the bad cramps that knocked me out twice today. haha. i dont know tuloy which one i prefer.
please dont get me wrong. im not going insane. this is the first time these things are happening to me and im just as surprised at myself. but im proud to have seen how big a heart i have... to think the things i am starting to think now inspite of everything. grabe. God loves me to have given me the ability to give that much. now my next lesson is to know when to give.
so, i hope this will be a sign that i will be back to write about oddities of my life once again... hay.. its glad to be closer to normally abnormal again.
