im amazed at how things turned out today. great timing. what happened over lunch... me flying to bohol for the next few days... im grateful i have time to "prepare" for the possibility of what the next weeks will bring.
ill admit im a bit saddened by what happened earlier, but im still smiling about the coincidences of how things are revealing themselves to me. in the bigger picture, thigs really do make sense. this time, i saw it earlier than usual.
ive been looking forward to the bohol trip since i bought my ticket in march.. now that its a day away, im even more excited. im worried about all the typhoon activity in and around the country. it all started when it threatened to rain on the boracay event. it rained alright, but at least not on the times that mattered. so i still got to bake in the sun. i have that same feeling again. i checked the weather forecast for the week for tagbilaran ang wednesday says 100% chance of precipitation... thats the day i fly in. bwiset.
actually, what im most worried about are the dolphins... thats probably 50% of why im excited about the trip. and if it rains hard, i dont think chances of seeing any are good. NO!!!! i can go without blue skies and sun throughout the day.. if it means i get to see the dolphins.
please dont rain on my vacation. i know i just got back from boracay, and i had fun there.. but this is official vacation. please please please dont let it rain!!! i want to commune with nature.. see the dolphins, swim with the fishies, see eye to eye with the tarsier, jump at the chocolate hills, swim at the falls.. no rain please.
the past few days ive been challenged to keep my mind from flying to far off places. today, ive let my mind go. im physically at the office, but my mind is far far away.
i was supposed to catch up with lily at the ad congress but i dont think ill be going anymore on account of the super typhoon. so now im sitting here at my desk... wishing i were some place else.
grabeng build up ng excitement yung bohol. our tickets were booked march of this year pa! so i had more than half of the year to get ready and be excited.
FINALLY sa wednesday na!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAU!!!
today was a day of numbers... spent it making sure all my files and records are updated. i was faced with trackers, CEs, invoices and all that! hahaha. the year is really going to end soon.
before i got a headache from all the numbers, i took a break and cleaned my desk. again. what a clerical day for me. haha.
LILY: makakatulog kaya ako until i find a way to get there??? hahaha. hmmm...
i dont mean to be cheesy.. but i think ill end up somehwere there anyways. hahaha. pasintabi po...
im not used to not getting what i want, but with you parang okay lang. i have a lot of those moments na parang sisgaw na ako ng "ayoko na, bahala ka sa buhay mo".. but then you do or say something to make it stop. impeccable ang timing mo. kinda freaky actually kasi i know im not obvious about it.
i dont know where things are going to end up.. i really dont. and i dont even know where i want things to end up. kasi we're so different. different pa in a lot of the things that matter kaya minsan (well, lately madalas), we dont seem to get each other... correction, i dont get you. i think you get me.. haha. how do you do that???
i love how i can be so honest with you without feeling like im being a nutcase --- it takes a special person to be able to handle that. it helps i can be honest coz really things are just literally floating between us. i guess we'll only be able to "settle" it if and when we see each other. basta for now, you make me smile. i feel silly that i catch myself smiling.. cant help but smile. nakaka-loka.. pero masaya. for now, this will do for me. im enjoying whatever "this" is.
im not talking about the fungal kind.. hahahaha! all the talks of travelling over meals and YM has made me restless to actually go somewhere. luckily, i have trips lined up until the year-end. wuhooo!!!
nov. 14 to 18 - boracay, philippines
nov. 28 to dec. 2 - bohol, philippines
dec. 10 to 16 - ho chi minh, vietnam
dec. 26 to 31 - basta north luzon, philippines
looking at it plotted on a calendar, i have roughly a week in between trips. isnt that just great?
i can't get over how much of a good mood im in! as in can't-help-but-smile and all... it's a strange feeling because i can't pinpoint exactly whats tickling my fancy.
its like when you can't feel your fingers. you know they're there and they're attached to the rest of your body but when you hold them with the fingers that can still feel, they can't "feel back". or like having topical anesthesia on a specific body part. parang i want to hug the world tuloy. hahahahaha! did someone drung my food over lunch??? haha. this is so bizarre... peculiar... unusual... and definitely out of the ordinary.
i think the very long long weekend did me a lot of good. i got to be lazy to my heart's content. hahahaha. i havent really finished all the dvds i bought but im not in a hurry. best of all, ive been having good days since then. i think its all the time im spending out of the office. hahahaha. fresh air does wonders to my mood.
things im looking forward to for the rest of 2007: possible trip to bora for work, bohol (finally), celebrating my birthday differently, and christmas/new year road trip up north.
puro travel no? hahaha. they're mostly just "possibilities" right now, i know. well, save for bohol coz that was set march pa. but im really hoping they'd push through. weeeeee!
