its 530 am... and im waiting for pedi to get here so we can start our adventure. road trip to northern luzon, and pedi's driving all the way. im excited as i welcome this 'break'... first fun VL ko for the year.. the only other VL i took was just a week or two ago and i just stayed home. :p
now im on a real trip... with great company! please dont count my regional trips as 'trips'... out of town nga yun, but i have to babysit... so that shouldnt count. sayang though mel and pau wont be with us... that shouldve been real special! pero ganun e.. kanya-kanyang priorities. haha. im sure we can all get to go out of town again before any permanent losses. :P hahaha. ill be looking forward to that!
padi is due here any minute so i guess ill end here. will be back with photos to share!
let's all have a good vacation... or at least try to.
PS - ive diverted all my calls. please just text me. there is a certain someone that im keeping from being able to reach me. im on vacation, leave me alone for a change! hahaha. BUT, there are a handfull of people who WILL be able to get through. basically family and really close friends... and a few people that i will allow to call about work. come to think of it, isang tao lang pala ayaw kong maka-tawag! hahaha.
Sunday, October 30
Tuesday, October 25
heads or hearts
i was supposed to write about luke mijares and the davao adventure anna and i had over the weekend, but ive been thinking about this thing since we got back... so, ill get it over and done with.
things have happened with anna and her ex in davao that got me thinking about my ex (in cebu) and how he came to be my ex... i remember that i broke up with him na love ko pa sya (mega iyak talaga). but i had to be practical about it and stick with what my head was telling me... note, im a heart girl... more often than not, masusunod ang emotions over logic. but this time my head won i guess. my head was saying: mahihirapan lang ako if i stay with him.
i remember being so confused at that time...
1. oo, i really loved my ex. and i knew he loved me more than i loved him. a first for me, kasi all the guys in my past, parang i felt more for them than they did for me (assuming any emotions were reciprocated)... hence the outcome. i was scared (and still em every so often) that hindi na ako makakahanap ng person who will feel as much for me. but thats a risk i have to take.. and i have to hope that i still will!
2. i knew i needed someone who could be around me and give me as much support as i can give him... iba pa rin talaga yung alam mong if you need a hug, you wont need to spend 6K and travel over an hour just to get it. fine, one hour for traffic... but you know what i mean.
3. although its really a small part of the reason, at that time, i started realizing a lot of these things kasi i started to develop something for someone else. shux, thats such a slutty thing to say! hard to explain the situation at that time... pero bluntly, ganun na nga nangyari.
4. plus, mahirap mang aminin, but facts are facts... we DO come from different background, and ashamed as i may be to admit, i never did figure out how i would have introduced him to my family... i just couldnt... shame, shame.
basta ang gulo gulo ko nun. i think i broke up with him 3 times and got back together with him hours after each time sa sobrang confusion ko. but it came to a point na i just decided to ditch what my heart was saying and stick to my head. so tiniis ko, and i broke up with him.
in hindsight, that was probably the smartest thing ive done. dont get me wrong... yun lang talaga ang tamang decision at that time, and maraming tao na ang nagsasabing there are better and bigger things in store for me. it was the harder decision but i took it na rin.
ironic... i broke up with him around this time last year... and now im made to reflect on those events again... i think ive come a long way from that... embraced new emotions for someone new... id like to think too that i have better control over my heart too. may restraining power kumbuggah.
i think that i made the right decision for him too... although his life doesnt seem to have taken the route he had planned to take while we were together, but i dont blame mysef kasi decision na nya yun.
who knows what will happen to me. who knows what will happen to him.
im not such a die-hard heart girl after all!
things have happened with anna and her ex in davao that got me thinking about my ex (in cebu) and how he came to be my ex... i remember that i broke up with him na love ko pa sya (mega iyak talaga). but i had to be practical about it and stick with what my head was telling me... note, im a heart girl... more often than not, masusunod ang emotions over logic. but this time my head won i guess. my head was saying: mahihirapan lang ako if i stay with him.
i remember being so confused at that time...
1. oo, i really loved my ex. and i knew he loved me more than i loved him. a first for me, kasi all the guys in my past, parang i felt more for them than they did for me (assuming any emotions were reciprocated)... hence the outcome. i was scared (and still em every so often) that hindi na ako makakahanap ng person who will feel as much for me. but thats a risk i have to take.. and i have to hope that i still will!
2. i knew i needed someone who could be around me and give me as much support as i can give him... iba pa rin talaga yung alam mong if you need a hug, you wont need to spend 6K and travel over an hour just to get it. fine, one hour for traffic... but you know what i mean.
3. although its really a small part of the reason, at that time, i started realizing a lot of these things kasi i started to develop something for someone else. shux, thats such a slutty thing to say! hard to explain the situation at that time... pero bluntly, ganun na nga nangyari.
4. plus, mahirap mang aminin, but facts are facts... we DO come from different background, and ashamed as i may be to admit, i never did figure out how i would have introduced him to my family... i just couldnt... shame, shame.
basta ang gulo gulo ko nun. i think i broke up with him 3 times and got back together with him hours after each time sa sobrang confusion ko. but it came to a point na i just decided to ditch what my heart was saying and stick to my head. so tiniis ko, and i broke up with him.
in hindsight, that was probably the smartest thing ive done. dont get me wrong... yun lang talaga ang tamang decision at that time, and maraming tao na ang nagsasabing there are better and bigger things in store for me. it was the harder decision but i took it na rin.
ironic... i broke up with him around this time last year... and now im made to reflect on those events again... i think ive come a long way from that... embraced new emotions for someone new... id like to think too that i have better control over my heart too. may restraining power kumbuggah.
i think that i made the right decision for him too... although his life doesnt seem to have taken the route he had planned to take while we were together, but i dont blame mysef kasi decision na nya yun.
who knows what will happen to me. who knows what will happen to him.
im not such a die-hard heart girl after all!
Thursday, October 20
men of mystery --- cheesy post
straight to the point... i have a crush. hahaha. this feels so highschool. haha.
as far as ive seen, he's smart... creative... gentleman... sociable... and funny. haha. i think i 'crushed' on his smile... oh, and he smells good too.. kahit ibilad mo sa init. hahahaha. hay. i just got home and i still smiling!
i was thinking about it and i think i tend to gravitate towards guys who are sociable, conversationalists (?) but still mysterious... haha. mahirap pagasawaan yung ganun. interesting ba.
yak. ano ba ako. para naman ako teenager nito. pero okay na rin... at least im not masungit kahit na inaatake ng sakit sa tuhod... hahaha.
tweetums. haha. sorry.
as far as ive seen, he's smart... creative... gentleman... sociable... and funny. haha. i think i 'crushed' on his smile... oh, and he smells good too.. kahit ibilad mo sa init. hahahaha. hay. i just got home and i still smiling!
i was thinking about it and i think i tend to gravitate towards guys who are sociable, conversationalists (?) but still mysterious... haha. mahirap pagasawaan yung ganun. interesting ba.
yak. ano ba ako. para naman ako teenager nito. pero okay na rin... at least im not masungit kahit na inaatake ng sakit sa tuhod... hahaha.
tweetums. haha. sorry.
Monday, October 17
halo halo special
the past month has been pretty hectic for me... 2 product launches. and along with those are all kinds of problems that i am only glad to have survived... otherwise, learned my lesson and ibaon na sa limot ang ibang mga detalye. hehe. anyway, what i wanted to say was that i wasnt able to post some important events dahil sa whirlwind romance with my job.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATITAY!
ang tingin sa akin ng friends ko from college, workaholic. pano naman, i RARELY show my face to them sa dami naman talaga ng mga nangyayari. but a few weeks ago, it was pat's bday and i HAD to show my face.. away yun if di ako magpakita. i managed to be just an hour late for the dinner that i set and thankfully leah and pat patiently pardoned my tardiness... after all, mic came later than i did.
i missed lily and cha though... mic and i had to run off to other things... but seeing pat, mic and leah really lifted my spirits... i love these girls to bits! (and i assume they love me as much too.. :p) it was as if we've been seeing each other everyday like in college... kulitan, kwentuhan at endless boy talk... mic's boyfriend didnt seem to mind.. :D
some photos from that night:
CEBU-BACOLOD
needless to say... these regional weekends of mine have been HECTIC... from editing up to 3am, to barely making the production number on a live show and all other 'concerns'... here are the fun star-studded pics from bacolod mostly since i was less ngarag in bacolod and had time to take pics:
last stop... davao... hopefully this one i can enjoy a bit more. hahaha. konting tiis na lang, i can rest a bit longer than a few hours and some stolen lunch breaks. :p
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATITAY!
ang tingin sa akin ng friends ko from college, workaholic. pano naman, i RARELY show my face to them sa dami naman talaga ng mga nangyayari. but a few weeks ago, it was pat's bday and i HAD to show my face.. away yun if di ako magpakita. i managed to be just an hour late for the dinner that i set and thankfully leah and pat patiently pardoned my tardiness... after all, mic came later than i did.
i missed lily and cha though... mic and i had to run off to other things... but seeing pat, mic and leah really lifted my spirits... i love these girls to bits! (and i assume they love me as much too.. :p) it was as if we've been seeing each other everyday like in college... kulitan, kwentuhan at endless boy talk... mic's boyfriend didnt seem to mind.. :D
some photos from that night:
CEBU-BACOLOD
needless to say... these regional weekends of mine have been HECTIC... from editing up to 3am, to barely making the production number on a live show and all other 'concerns'... here are the fun star-studded pics from bacolod mostly since i was less ngarag in bacolod and had time to take pics:
last stop... davao... hopefully this one i can enjoy a bit more. hahaha. konting tiis na lang, i can rest a bit longer than a few hours and some stolen lunch breaks. :p
Wednesday, October 12
lost post and shopping trends
hay... i clearly remember drafting this post aout 12 hours with anna... i wasnt able to finish it, and now... I CANT FIND IT!
hay. sayang... i started pa naman to write about my 12 hours with anna last last week... to the tue of 12 days of Christmas! sayang.
anyhoo... that day was one for the books... peak na ng ka-jologan ko... ive been spending days and days at abs cbn for all the tie ups we have for the prodcts launches i ahve been working on... and that fateful saturday, we were at the Wowowee tent bright and early to draw the contestants for 2 episodes of the saturdy edition of pera o bayong that we sponsored.
long story short... it was a tiring morning that dragged on to an even more embarrrasing noontime. as sponsors, we had to watch the implementation of the paid portion.. needless to say, ninakawan ako ng cameraman. kilig na kilig mommy ko! she kept calling and texting me! palibhasa new fan of the program since she retired. hahaha.
hay. sayang... i started pa naman to write about my 12 hours with anna last last week... to the tue of 12 days of Christmas! sayang.
anyhoo... that day was one for the books... peak na ng ka-jologan ko... ive been spending days and days at abs cbn for all the tie ups we have for the prodcts launches i ahve been working on... and that fateful saturday, we were at the Wowowee tent bright and early to draw the contestants for 2 episodes of the saturdy edition of pera o bayong that we sponsored.
long story short... it was a tiring morning that dragged on to an even more embarrrasing noontime. as sponsors, we had to watch the implementation of the paid portion.. needless to say, ninakawan ako ng cameraman. kilig na kilig mommy ko! she kept calling and texting me! palibhasa new fan of the program since she retired. hahaha.
so after the show, i needed to 'pagpag'... a little background on 'pagpag'... i dont know when and why i thought of it, but its what i do when i unload the bad vibes i accumulate at work... recently my pagpag sessions have resulted in shopping sprees.
actually my shopping thing started that saturday! i really wanted to be in better spirits before going home (kailangan ipagpag ang selos bago umuwi!), so i asked anna to walk aound Glorietta with me a while. i ended up buying a skirt at tango (yes, i bought a skirt). monday after that, i went back for this top i saw and bought another one at topshop...then shoes sa sakayan to complete my get up.
haha. last weekend naman, i was at cebu... i bought this cool belt and blue wedges! i wonder what ill end up buying in bacolod this weekend! hahaha.
ang labo ng post ko. ahihihi.
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