ive been forgetful of some things that i confuse what happened on which year. some people have that gift. well, i was never to good in history anyways. anyway, once in a while, i trip and look at whats been posted "a year ago"... sometimes i do it on my blog, sometimes on other blogs.
so i checked my blog today.... this time last year:
1. i was in the middle of my whole ultimate jolog phase (honestly torn if that was my ultimate jolog phase or being with my ex was... hmmmm...). around this time last year, i was getting into this whole Qpids thing. sheesh. WTF was i thinking.
2. met up with mike and mic at 86 quezon... sigh... memories.
3. i was enraged and almost fed up (again) because of this heartless and soul-less person in my work-life. i was able to take on so much those days... all the crap i was put through... (makes me think why i snap more easily these days... but thats a totally different post)
4. mr & mrs smith... ah, yes... my "learning to be comfortable with yourself and appreciate alone time" phase. i was supposed to catch this movie alone but of all the luck in the world, i left my wallet at the office.
5. loopy days. these were the days when things were up and down and up and down and up and down... and all that. its funny. i wrote about vagueness -- id like to think i dont resort to vagueness as often anymore. i wrote about passion for dancing -- i still LOVE to dance... not sure if im as decent a dancer as i was, but i still love it (incidentally, i was watching dance fever on star world last night... i cried. i was so envious of all those peoplewho can just go and follow their passion because there are just so many opportunities for them there!). i wrote about feeling and not feeling -- i still ahve tose days but i keep them under tabs.
i wrote about a lot of things. my point is, some have changed a great deal, and some are same in some ways.
its nice to look back sometimes and remember what you've been through because in a way, i can (in small ways) appreciate how much 'easier' i have it now.
9 comments:
i met you through Qpids ah. that's the only good thing i got out of it. haha. :P
yeah, what were we thinking? :P
its incredible how much we can change in a year noh? i'll do that too... i'll see what i wsa up to a year ago :)
Hi! Nice blog! I've also put up with so much crap all these years. And now, I'm totally the opposite of the naive little girl I used to be. I don't know though if this is good thing or a bad thing. Sigh.
reading my old posts felt a bit like looking at old photos of me. its something id like to keep doing once in a while. haha!
RUTH: true! that how we met. nakaka-tuwa. i guess thats the only good thing that came out of that phase ;p by the way, i dont think ill ever be sanay to call you by your real name. hahaha.
LEE: thats what i love most about blogs... or writing down stuff... you get to look back and see yourself in a different light. minsan nga i end up 'giving myself advise' when i read my old entries... haha. parang think of how i could have done or thought of things differently. in a forward-moving way. :)
JEN: hey, thanks! :D i appreciate your appreciation.. hmm.. that sounded weird. :p
its true that who and what we are now is a result of everything that we have been through. if it doesnt kill you, it should make you stronger.
ahaha, i gotta agree with Pau. I remember not understand the whole Qpids thing. Grabe Ange, kinareer mo yun! you checked the blogs, the threads, you ran home every night to watch it. obsession. grabe. hahaha. :D
*not UNDERSTANDING
KAYE, PAU: well, everyone has their "high" and "low" points... :) it was entertaining though... hahaha.
its always fun to look back at memories, reminiscin ika nga.. :)
yeah, its great. lalo na if you're in such a great part of your life... it feels even better to look back at the harder times.
but its equally unfortunate to look back at the good times and realize what you've lost or missed out on...
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