let me in

i want to wake up one morning and realize that i have a nook in your life - that i have a position that no one can and ever will be able to fill in. i want to know and hear that im relevant and that i have an impact on you. i want to know that i am to you what you are to me. but thats going to be selfish and bratty of me. to want to get what i want, the way i want it.