im nervous and excited for it... i hope it pushes through. and although paulo will probably continue to call me crazy and weird for this, i will need to PEP talk myself more often for it... i need all the ego boosting i can muster.. after the ego beating i just went through (hey, i like the way i said it as past tense... time to move on indeed). a little ego mantra shouldnt hurt. after all, it IS a major challenge up ahead.
im a bit sad though that i cant share it with a really important friend of mine.. given the situation we are in. im still torn between teling her about it or not... God will let me know what to do when the time is right. (yes, i still get religously philosophical when i get into serious situations... hahaha. we all have to cope somehow). but i know she will be happy for me. after all, i will be keeping her in mind all through out this... thinking of what i think she would do in my position... idol talaga. hahaha. i cant help it. she did such a great job with me... right? hahaha... magbuhat ba ng sariling bangko?!
so i guess Bree was right... when times are shitty, the best IS yet to come...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEARL!
if you get to read this... i really miss you!!! grabe. i got so used to crossing the street (sans bath) just to hang out with you...!!! haha. i hope you're making good progress with your thesis.. para naman you can come home again.. i cant wait to feed vess balut again. hehehe. ill order na the yema you guys love so much!
Pearl is way way WAY beyond my best friend... i cant even think of a 'title' for her... i guess thats understandable if you've beed through a lot ith each other:
1. literally grew up together ( i dont remember how old we were when we started hanging out. only our parents could remember... and they'd ALWAYS say our yayas would walk us together outside... you in your stroller, and me karga ni daday.)
2. fought over pet chickens (okay fine. i admit it WAS juvenile to say finders keppers losers weepers when i found your chicken here one morning... :p)
3. got grounded over young love sweet love featuring manilyn reynes and aljon jimenez (i got grounded... stupid be home before sunset rule.. duh, we live across each other! anywa, i got grounded so your parents grounded you too.. hahaha. i dont know who is wackier.. us 2 or our parents!)
4. dancing 'step by step' sa kalye and playing jackstone... you sa terrace nyo and me sa garage namin... too early pa daw kasi ang kapitbahay according to my mom.. but we were really honest no... to shout to the other pag 'dead' na yung isa. hahaha.
5. mastering the art of identifying who is playing basketball sa malayong court at the end of the street with just one short glimpse habang tumatawid from my house to yours (or vice versa.. yes, these were the early stages of my 'stalkerette' side)... ay nako vincent and nino.. what shucks we were over boys then... im afraid im still abit of a shmuck now. :p
6. finishing all the flour and baby powder at one's house just cause we saw how to make our own ref magnets sa negosiyete
7. taking care of your younger brother when he had hi circumision (it was such a fad that summer no? i think all the boys here sa atin had it done that summer.. hahaha.)
8. takas swimming (your mom even lied! and that was the ONLY time i 'rented' a bathing suit.. thank God i was just 7)
9. freshly made liver spread that you and your brother hate but i absolutely loved. YUM!
10. how you would always outsmart me into doing stupid stuff or believing bogus things.. but i got back at you once when i convinced you to eat your bugger... hahaha. (CORRECTION: i made you eat MY booger and you didnt even know it was booger... hwehwehwe..)
11. 'moon bathing' during the browout days which we regretted the next day when we woke up with fevers... oh and 'panget alerts'!!!
aaaaaaah!!!! all the memories! i cant stop listing it down. hahaha. the others are too embarrasing to write down, but i know you can think of loads more.
anyway, you are now 25... im turning 24 in december.. THANK YOU FOR 24 YEARS OF SISTERHOOD. you are the sister i never had when i was growing up. :) looking forward to the next 80+ years with you... :) HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. mwah! love yah!
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