i need air

i wont even bother with the details of what i had to go through since november. its just too stressful. but for people who have managed to catch a glimpse of me at this time, or have heard a story or two, you would know that it has been tough to say the least. its as if my personal life is on hold until work clears up. by the look of things, ill be this way well into q1 of 2009.

BUT!!! i will try to keep a positive attitude and say a part of me (albeit very small) is still thankful that i have work to stress about where thousands of people are losing their jobs all over the world.

i think right now this is really wear and tear getting to me. the holidays was supposed to be a welcomed break, but its hasn't been much of that... well, at least not the holiday i had in mind.

i have two things in mind to get me out of this state... 1.) an honest to goodness absolutely no work at all holiday where i have nothing to think of other than what time to get out of bed and 2.) getting to that part where all the troubles of this particular project are far behind me.

im crawling towards the light at the end of the tunnel!!!