i can't believe its been 9 months since my last post! actually, i can. i've just been 'busy' with everything else thats been going on with me. in hind sight i should have written every time i felt good, bad, sad, happy, helpless, empowered, confused, etc.
well, no one said i can't start writing now!
9 months ago, i had to face jp's 40th day alone - the first of many jp-related occasions to come. a week ago, i had to face his birthday - i wasn't alone this time. looking back at october 2009, things aren't as crippling-ly painful anymore. its still painful, take my word for it.. and i still do get very very angry about things, but its good that i've learned ways to deal with it.
so all i really just wanted to say is i should start writing again more often. if only to unload. i dont even know if people still read this page or not - doesn't matter, i just need to be able to unload my thoughts so i don't get bogged down by them.
PS its funny that if i was pregnant back then, id be getting ready to pop any day now... 9 months!
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