the balance of life

yesterday was a great day at work. eric and i were in sync and we got so much done collectively that i was surprised to see it was 5pm na pala. hahaha. no, im not regressing back into my workaholic tendencies, but im just glad to know how well we can work together. that, and i got a sign that i can hack this new job. 

great feeling. i slept looking forward to today.

but you know, every yin has a yang. and today reminded me that not all days will go as smoothly and i WILL make mistakes down this road.

started when i woke up at 8am. take note, my work starts at 830am, and it takes around 20 minutes for me to travel from my apartment to the office. to make it worse, eric and i had a telecon at 830 too. good thing i got there 830am. dont as how. i just did. and yes, i took a proper bath.

when i got over being late, the next wave hit me big time. it was really a very basic and stupid mistake. totally my fault. i sent the wrong file to the wrong client. FART DI BA??? nanlamig talaga ako when i realized my mistake. good thing eris was fairly nice about it. had he given me a more stern sermon, i would have taken it like an adult. coz it really was my fault. but he didnt. he just gave me a short speech, then issue over. which actually made me more guilty! hahaha. 

needless to say, the rest of the day after lunch was a struggle for me. i was so praning. i couldnt take making another mistake in the same day!!!

so now im home... with a healthy list of homework. im just taking a break to let go of the bad vibes so i can do a great job on the things i have to get done for work.

hopefully tomorrow will be another contrast to today... swinging off to the good side of things of course.