how you make me feel

i dont mean to be cheesy.. but i think ill end up somehwere there anyways. hahaha. pasintabi po...

im not used to not getting what i want, but with you parang okay lang. i have a lot of those moments na parang sisgaw na ako ng "ayoko na, bahala ka sa buhay mo".. but then you do or say something to make it stop. impeccable ang timing mo. kinda freaky actually kasi i know im not obvious about it.

i dont know where things are going to end up.. i really dont. and i dont even know where i want things to end up. kasi we're so different. different pa in a lot of the things that matter kaya minsan (well, lately madalas), we dont seem to get each other... correction, i dont get you. i think you get me.. haha. how do you do that???

i love how i can be so honest with you without feeling like im being a nutcase --- it takes a special person to be able to handle that. it helps i can be honest coz really things are just literally floating between us. i guess we'll only be able to "settle" it if and when we see each other. basta for now, you make me smile. i feel silly that i catch myself smiling.. cant help but smile. nakaka-loka.. pero masaya. for now, this will do for me. im enjoying whatever "this" is.