its been "quiet" without mel.. i realize how much of my thoughts id habitually throw at her.. now that she's not as easy to reach, its obvious i really need a second brain to be able to sort through some of the things that bounce around in my head. of course blogging helps, but there are some things you cant just post online... and it gets tiring to be so vague all the time.
so here's a healthy helping of pseudo vague-ness...
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ive known you barely a week now... but i hope im getting the right vibe... its been surprising, a bit confusing and unfamiliar, but at the same time comfortable and easy. in any case, i can wait to see how this turns out. no typo there.. i said i CAN. :) and i think i will.
i guess im just amazed at how these past few days unfolded. hay. i dont want to jinx anything. i just need to unload some thoughts... express some things.
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it was nice bumping into you yesterday... haha. i cant believe i had a crush on you since highschool! and im surprised 7 years lang pala age gap natin. you seemed like such an adult back then. so talking to you last night surprisingly felt like i was talking to someone my age. and its funny you admitted you didnt know how to talk to me kasi i "grew up" so much since we last saw each other (duh, that was just last year!)... have i aged THAT much? come to think of it, the past 2 years HAVE been life changing for me.. so maybe i do have a different aura these days. haha. to think ive only been 25 for just 2 weeks!
as i was saying, it was great bumping into you... great to see you a bit flustered and confused. i never thought id have that effect on you in my entire life. hahaha. i rock! heehee... kaloka.
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YOU! you who manage to turn my world upside down with the most mundane things!!! i am almost forever in a state of confusion when it comes to you.... and thats all im going to say for now. what am i going to do about you??!?!?!?!?!
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