goodness gracious. when hormones are raging, they RAGE. im not making it as an excuse for my loopiness, but i think with a little over 10 years of experience i can tell when things are defintely hormonal. oh, how they rage tonight.
i had a good day. wore my ultra bright and colorful shirt (one i bought in HK), and the new cuteness bracelet i found last night (apparently they MATCH! well, what do you know!?). was supposed to 'career' some legwork for some reports at work, but ended up spending a more leisurely afternoon with mel.
got SOME work done, which was still good... time spent well. :p
so it was a normal day. nothing out of the ordinary to trigger anything. then, BAM! when in get home, insecurities sink in. damnit. loopy loopy loopy.
starting to really hate it. why cant i just be 'normal' and infinitely less emotional like my other friends?!
2 comments:
don't worry. I think everybody goes through this. Even guys... some are just too afraid to face it head on, so they try to focus their attention to something else. And some don't talk about it lang because, you must agree with me, that these "rages" do not make sense at all. Mahirap to verbalize. You're normal.
i know its normal to go through it... but im not normal in a sense that they happen to close to each other...
anyway, things are about to change... at least i hope i can still change them.
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