"these are a few of my favorite sins..."

GLUTTONY
saturday was a gastronomic day. its not the quantity of food we ate, but more on the quality of food. too much good food for one day. had breakfast at UCC, ate Theobroma ice cream, and Prince of Jaipur lunch. Ordinary meals if you think about it, but they were just so yummy!!!! so damn yummy. by the end of the day, i was walking like a drunkard, bumping into mel going up the stairs, losing my balance every 5 steps. what a day. what a happy happy happy day.

SLOTH
sunday was a day spent in bed... literally. i got out of bed only for a few things: meals, to get munchies, go to the bathroom, and go to mass. otherwise, i was in bed watching TV. i DID walk to church though.. so i wasnt as tamad as i could be.

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when pasts come a-haunting.
1. THE EX.
two weeks ago, i got relieved to get a nasty text message from my ex saying he will never talk to me ever again. kasi daw ive changed, mabilis ko na daw sya pinalitan, and all that sappy dramatic almost telenovela script type crap. (ey, if you think im sappy, let me introduce you to my ex. haha.) i was relieved because i really had no urge to attend to his issues in life. as in i just wanted him to leave me alone. for the first time, i really really wanted to forget this person and not even be friends with him. whats tha point kasi. to him, as long as we're friends, may pag-asa pang magkabalikan... NOT!

anyway, saturday he texts me again. and i ignore to death. come night time, he calls (not ring in the hope i return his 'ring'.... CALLS until the voice recording says 'the subscriber choochoo...) anyway, he calls non-stop. and i continue to ignore. he send me this sappy message again and big mistake, i texted him to call again. so he did and i gave this big fat lie of being sick so he'd stop calling and i could get some sleep. which i did.. thank God.

the next morning, i pay for my response... he texts and texts and texts and texts and calls and calls and calls and calls... asking if im okay, why i got sick, i should take care of myself daw, get some rest, drink medicines, call in sick today, etc. kainis. so i deadma.

then he drops the bomb. texts me asking that i tell him outright if there's no chance of being to gether again... na he came here to manila hoping we could see each other and ask me back. HELLO!!!! one year na kami break no. so i gave my straightforward and honest response. i wont go into details of that anymore... but we texted a bit more just so i could somewhat steer him in the right direction of FINALLY getting over me.

hopefully this is the end of this. im tired of feeling the guilt i feel whenever he reminds me that I left him.. I broke up with him, I didnt give him another chance, I "gave up". enough is enough. hopefully he'll be able to move on na talaga.

2. THE FIRST CRUSH
my first crush was my neighbor... we never became anything more than friends... funny funny memories. my best friend's ex is his neighbor and cousin (i think). he was my escort when my friends FORCED me to join the village Santacruzan because their moms wouldnt allow them without me. (quick background: at that time yung mga boyfriend nila at yung crush ko, iisang barkada.. and we all lived on the same street.). he was my prom date. he was my first kiss (stop cringing! its true and i cant do anything to change it).

anyway, the story is.. i just find it funny he's 'around' again. haha. that's all im going to say for now. haha.

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