good mood today. best in a loooooong time. haha. ive been having episodes again --- to the torture of those around me. (mel should be beatified!)
today, i was hyper, laughing at everything, i was smiling 99.9% of the time (the .1% was spent resting my smiling muscles!), i was a bundle of energy --- big contrast from my moods the past weeks.
HAPPINESS SCALE: 8!
i think im starting not to care... i mean not to care excessively.
i dont care so much if im fatter than i was in college... i still think im pretty when i smile.
i dont care so much if im not every guy's ideal girl... if he can't see why im so great maybe he aint so great too! (hmm... i think i'll need a longer entry to discuss this... permutations to set...WATCH OUT FOR THAT.)
i dont care so much if im not a gazillionaire.. who needs all that money anyway?!
NEW STRESS RELIEVER: Blogging
its the perfect therapy for the intensely OC person. it is a challenge i enjoy immensely... haha.
HAKA-HAKA at KURO-KURO of the moment:
1. learn new things... an important thing to keep getting smarter... no one is smart enough. not even einstein. (doubt einstein could do a decent cartwheel even if he had the higherst IQ ever... and i can!!! HAH!)
2. read books... next best think to a good conversation. i think i talk to myself and agrue with myself when i read... not a very psychologically stable thing to do, but it just happens naturally. (so im naturally abnormal?!)
3. try almost everything at least once... had to qualify with an 'almost' since there are things that might leave you dead if you try kahit once... it pays to get passed your comfort zone every so often... at least your world gets bigger each time!
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